I'm a loser? Cause, seriously, I don't feel like one. In fact, I'm starting to feel like a winner!
"I'm a Loser" by the Beatles on the
Beatles for Sale album in the UK and the
Beatles '65 in the US is our Random Song Friday.
I'm a loser
I'm a loser
And I'm not what I appear to be
Here is why I don't feel like a loser:
Job Interview
I've been going on this job interview for a big job. I alluded to it in a previous post. So, I'm a finalist. I'm one of two that remain standing. The person I would report to, someone who has an even bigger job (think top 3 in the company), called me the, "dark horse." He said he didn't expect me to be standing here at the finish line. He expected someone from his own department. I believe that I'm #2 in his mind. However, I feel like those around him, those that currently report to him, think of me as #1. So, does he listen to those around him? Time will tell, but I think I'm creeping closer. I think the longer he doesn't make a decision is the longer he felt the need to think it through and the more likely he'll offer it to me.
Sure I'll be disappointed if I don't get it, but I'll still feel like a winner. I definitely raised my profile overall. Something good will come out of this. I am confident.
Job
I have been working on a project that would be lead by the position mentioned above. It's a great project and it keeps my mind occupied. I NEED my mind occupied!
Health
I started working out! Whoo hoo! I am going to a trainer. Why a trainer? Cause I have NO IDEA what I am doing if I try doing it alone. He also gave me a diet, which isn't too far off my current style of eating. That means it's totally doable! Yay! Of course Kitty was correct, I had to start eating breakfast. I don't like breakfast. I'm not a big dairy person. I HATE milk! (Sorry milk lovers out there.) Dry cereal? Ummm, NO THANKS! So, what did he suggest? A fruit and a handful of nuts, almonds preferred. Fruit and nuts??? I
LOVE fruit and nuts. Awesomeness! Plus working out seems to already have lifted some of that fogginess. I don't want to get ahead of myself, as I've just begun, but so far, so good! *happy dance*
So, hopefully this good stuff can go on for a while longer. Pleeeaaaassseeeee?
What have I done to deserve such a fate
I realize I have left it too late
And so it's true, pride comes before a fall
I'm telling you so that you won't lose all